Saturday, December 26, 2009

3 idiots effect ...

Did i pursue wat i really wished 2 become shud b one's thot watchin the movie ... my frank answer would b a big NO .. but I nvr knew wat I really wanted to become ... I used to hav a gr8 passion for cricket wich is not even near my line of sight now ... I used to analyse music to the extent of a learned but never learnt anythin in it .. I enjoyed electronics but nvr had a chance to b wid it ... Endin up as a typical sotfie chewin d cone I und lyf has been more of compromise than pursuing it ... Is it so easy to chuck out wat I compromised n run towards one of those? I wud hav bin d same be it a bold or a weak soul ... Destiny has time travelled my life ... n here I m in an unknown destination ... Had d technology of guessin wat 1 pursues invented now I feel 0.1% wud hav really achieved it .. But then y m i not in dat list ... Its nt the effect created by d movie rather its smethin which d movie reminded my soul ... the race between heart n mind to pursue atleast one of those I wished to do. Do I really wana do a higher degree or settle down in d same shit through out ? I really dont hav an answer for it ... The reason I cant assure myself if everything would b as shitty as this was ... This has been d race for quite sometime now ... the only end point I render for this would b to leav evrythin as destiny takes it to .. I never knew I would be in this position aftr strivin hard for somethin I pursued but I m indeed here now .. I really don't wana know or expect wat it takes to the following days.. Let the destiny decide it n take me there.. its a blind folded yet bold decision ... 3 idiots could'nt effect me takin any more bold decisions than leavin it to how it has to be ... dats wat I feel is the line between reel n real ...

wen u really learn to walk on ur own ...

Agitated by a chargeless lappy n irritated with a damn skin burn , I thot wen i really learnt somethin ... Hav bin hearin d whistle of pressure cookers since I stepped in .. Never experimented wid it until I stepped out .. Dat ended up teachin me hw to handle a pressure cooker startin off wid a lil burn tho.. I nvr dreamt cuttin vegetables n washin up dirty rice .. Wn I get to do them I really started appreciatin mom's work than I ever did .. Cookin smethin 4 a bachelor's den has quie an advantage .. U cn experiment puttin in watevr u like .. ppl who eat it r ur best frns n they wn mind evn if its horrible ... at d end of d day it gives quite a pleasure u really hav learnt to live a lyf on ur own .. Gone r those days wen u happily wrap around d covers n wake up 4 a bed cofee ... its tiresome gettin dwn 2 d milk shop n make cofee .. dats wen I appreciated dad than I ever did... d joy it gives wen I start doin wat Mom n Dad had been doin 2 me thro out is out of comparison .. this phase of lyf really preaches smethin out of box ...

Friday, December 25, 2009

On Board

I m still awake when the moon burped after its meal ... Seamless wat m I doin at this time here I m on board.. but donno wher .. .. Wat u pursue is wat u get was gud 2 hear but I nvr pursued writin a blog empty headed wen dogs rule d roads..16 wheelers pass by .. is it the number of tyres i sit n count now?Or m i amused seein such biggies wich wer never sighted by the 8 to 10 routine souls ...miles to go b4 i sleep...